June 2011
41 posts
“When we do just what we want, the other players will gravitate closer to, or further from, us in natural response—a far healthier causality-chain than desperately wishing to fit in, and consequently altering our behaviors away from self-satisfaction.”
—www.astrobarry.com
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I chased you away to see if you’d stay. I chased you too far and you…Still stayed…
I realized…
And now I’m chasing you again, right back into my heart.
” —Unknown
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Being in a relationship is like peanut butter & jelly
It’s being ready to make the sacrifices it takes to stay together—giving all the power you have to make sure you both stay happy as an end result.
It’s actually finding the middle ground and living there, happily….sweet and salty
Unlearning --> Observing --> .
I think I’m finally unlearning the unhealthy, unrealistic patterns of relationships that I grew up seeing around me. I shouldn’t knock others’ relationships, but those paradigms and habits I’ve been practicing, learned from youthful observation, just aren’t working for me.
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I’m beginning to see what I don’t have to do.
I don’t have to: be next to you every moment,
fix every mood you have,
participate in every activity you enjoy,
be perfect all the time,
be with you forever, I’m not stuck, everyday is a choice to be who and where I want to be… Keep reading…
and its finally allowing me to enjoy the beautiful parts, let go of the small problems, and just love.
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I’m beginning to see what I am able to do, what I really want to do.
I want to: be next to you as often as I can, but still have my own life,
make you smile, laugh, and love life on a level deeper than you’ve ever explored by yourself before,
support your endeavors, passions, and interest; be your biggest cheerleader
be the best me, for you, but when I screw up I want to fix it with genuine desire to make things right.
choose to be next to you, everyday, because you make me happy, you light up my world—
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I want you to know everyday that I love you and I can be without you, but I don’t want to. Because when it’s a choice—every day—it means I’m standing next to you with intention, with desire, with passion, with commitment, with strength, and ultimately with every ounce of love I can squeeze out for you.
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I’m unlearning my faults and in their void I put my desire to be a better me—a me worthy of being —> .
happy tension
The last thing I see before my mind begins to dream & the first thing I see when the sun light hits my face.
I can’t walk down the street without wishing and wanting.
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The smile on my face is real, dont get me wrong. but,
My mind is overtaken by the love
for you…
My heart is pulling toward these thoughts
of you like the relentless gravity that keeps me on the ground…
It’s seams are ripping from the pull, and I often feel overwhelmed beyond my grasps.
Then, a voice—so soft, so genuine—says,”shhh, it will be ok.”
I remember to smile, and I keep walking. I feel warm, I feel happy. I feel like I’ve got it all coming.
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My thoughts haven’t changed,
just my outlook. I have things to do, people to see, places to be, but even so,
you’re the only one for me.
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There’s a tear in my eye and a smile on my face—either way, I’m enjoying this Tuesday just as I’m looking forward to the next one I spend with you.
Wishing I had a boyfriend to be able chill like . . .
when we stay super bored at home & have nothing else to do like..
we even get in the club like..
we always tease eachother like
we fight & make up like
we make love like
we have eachother’s back like
we’re always there for eachother..
if only..
Worth reposting… Cause I’m a pisces like that.
I hope you see it.
“conflict comes from people not having the balls to say how they really feel”
—GG
living for my day
instead of living for other people—always striving to recreate what others see as good in me—i need recreate, strive for, work toward those things for myself because they make me happy.
“”The most wonderful thing in life is the discovery of another human being with whom one’s relationship has a growing depth, beauty, and joy as the years increase. This inner progressiveness of love between two human beings is a most marvelous thing; it cannot be found by looking for it or by passionately wishing for it. It is a sort of divine accident, and the most wonderful of all things in life.”
—Sir Hugh Walpole
“You can have any part of me that you desire for as long as it enriches your life. That’s a promise.”
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WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE INANIMATE OBJECT?
I’ve successfully wasted 5 full minutes trying to answer a question I thought would take me less than 10 seconds.
I initially thought my iPhone, of course. Its attached to my hip always, I’m constantly interacting with it—happily, or in the case of this city, with great frustration. This made me realize there was surely something else that was more fulfilling in my life.
I racked my brain… nothing. I even asked Google for help, as if it knows me better than I know myself—that point may become arguable in the next few years tho.
I’ve concluded that there really is no answer for me. I could say something, anything, but to put the word favorite as its describer, it just wouldn’t be fully honest.
Then again, maybe I’m just indecisive.
“Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don’t matter and those who matter don’t mind.”
—Dr Seuss
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Tuesday
Tuesday is my name.
From the very day I was born, the significance of Tuesday has been present. I was born on a Tuesday, at 10:02 AM.
When I asked the universe to teach me a lesson, it told me, in the middle of the Nevada desert, “It’s only Tuesday, baby.”
The necklace resting on my chest right now represents the god Tyr: the God of Tuesday’s.
It’s Tuesday, baby
